A Purim Prayer

 

Blessed Holy Wholeness,

Sometimes we win. 

Sometimes when we’re not winning 

We survive by telling stories about winning. 

We like stories with happy endings but

Purim is not a story with a happy ending 

Because though our people don’t die

Lots of other innocent people do

And we killed them

In revenge

For someone else’s actions. 

Shameful. 

Sometimes we lose when we win. 

Help us do better. 

Amen.  

Before You Go

 

Esther fasted before she went. 

You drink coffee 

Charge the phone

Pack cash, hand warmers,

Goggles, meds in case of arrest and

Soapy water for the pepper spray. 

Get out the whistle

Make a sign

Learn new songs

Remember your ID

Put on your tallit. 

Give thanks for your neighbors 

Know your rights in case you’re detained 

Say a prayer or two

Tell people you love that you love them

Write a will. 

Esther fasted but please 

Eat something before you go,

You need your strength.  

Be safe. 

Thank you. 

To This I Pledge

 

“Three Fingers: Represent the three parts of the Girl Scout Promise (Honor God/Country, Help People, Live the Law). 

Thumb & Pinky: The thumb holding the pinky symbolizes the bond of sisterhood, showing how the strong (thumb) protect the weak (pinky) and all Scouts stick together.” 

My favorite thing about being a Girl Scout 

was when i wore my green uniform to school

 on days we had meetings. 

All classes said the pledge of allegiance 

every morning, 

placing our hands over our hearts 

as we honored the flag. 

But when I had on my green uniform on I would salute!   

So cool, thumb and pinky touching , 

three middle fingers upright. 

I loved the drama and the patriotism 

and my country 

and freedom. 

I’m thinking about 

how proud I was to salute the flag

as I contemplate the detention centers 

and beatings and murder and invasions 

and the possibility of martial law. 

Shame on them. 

Blessed Breath of the Universe,

I pledge myself again

To

Honor God and Country 

Help People

Live The Law

Protect the Weak

Stick Together

Amen

We See You

For those who were just trying to make a buck

For those who enjoy inflicting pain

For those who know better but do worse,

We see you. 

You kill, you hate, you bully, you kidnap, 

But we see you. 

You walk free for now

But we saw you. 

We pray for justice. 

See you in court  

Someday. 

Amen

The Headline

The headline read,

“This Is Worse Than You Can Imagine!!!!”

A headline for the unobservant and

Under engaged

A headline for privileged amateurs 

Or the willfully ignorant. 

Because 

We have seen the worst

And what we haven’t seen we can easily imagine. 

We have seen the thugs and the bullies

We have seen the disease and the deaths 

We have seen the unashamed racism. 

We’ve heard the insults and misogyny,

The kneejerk Islamophobia and

The ancient antisemitism. 

We suffer the shitty art and the golden vulgarity and

The disfigured faces. 

But yes, it can get worse. 

Blessed Holy Wholeness 

We pray for the strength to endure the worsening worst

So that we may survive to build and rebuild the best. 

Amen

PRAYER TO THOSE LIGHTING CANDLES

 

Happy Hanukkah!

Blessed be the Maccabees who keep watch!

The ones who blow whistles,

The ones who swarm the bullies and

Stand in front of their cars,

The ones who video the atrocities 

And the ones who know right from wrong. 

May they be safe while making their good trouble.  

Happy Hanukkah!

Blessed be the Maccabees who work through the system!

The ones who run for office and vote,

The ones who strike and boycott 

The ones who find and tell truth,

The ones who follow due process 

And the ones who demonstrate and civilly disobey.  

May all their tools work in this battle against evil. 

Happy Hanukkah!

Blessed be the Maccabees who keep the candles burning!

The ones who use religion to love and heal,

The ones who honor diversity and create unity,

The ones who teach kindness,

The scientists and librarians who persevere 

And the ones who mock the enemy and help us laugh. 

May they continue to speak freely. 

Happy Hanukkah!

Blessed be all these Maccabees and more

As they organize and create

For our city

For our country 

For all people

For freedom and the future!

Light your candles and join them. 

Amen 

At The End of The Standing Prayer

 

Art by Mike Cockrill

Standing, tired, knees hurting,

Listening to the room of silent prayer,

Hidden in my tallit, mumbling to

The old white man on a throne in the white clouds, 

Privilege incarnate,

A God for children of another era. Nah. 

Who or what listens to me now?

Talking to myself, I guess, 

Until I can sit down. But then

I imagine my ideal Listener—

All antiquity, quirks and holy one-ness,

I hear them in the whispers of the liturgy. 

I love the mystery 

And the boredom 

And the hope

In our loud quiet. 

Praying to an idea I don’t believe in,

I can’t shut up.

Help us!

We’re scared. 

We’re in danger. 

We’re in shock. 

Yet here we are, eyes closed and swaying,

Still holding ourselves to

Dreams of logic and compassion

And conversations with the divine. 

We must be brave. 

Standing in noisy silent prayer 

I step back in ritual 

I step back in jest

I step back in grief

I bow in awe. 

Blessed Holy Wholeness!

Amen. 

Now, my Listener,

May I sit? 

Guard My Tongue From Evil

  

Guard my tongue from evil but

Do not guard my tongue from teaching

Especially the hard facts

That no one wants to hear,

Grant me patience and talent 

For my students 

And truth in my information.  

Education is life.  

Guard my tongue from evil but

Do not guard my tongue from argument 

Which is how we study our sacred texts

Asking the next logical question 

And the one after that

And the one after that,

All for the sake of Heaven. 

Arguing is fun.  

Guard my tongue from evil but

Do not guard my tongue from gossip,

The blood of a community 

Circulating useful information 

Warning us against predators 

Alerting us to impending joys

And looming disasters. 

Gossip is love.  

Guard my tongue from evil but

Do not guard my tongue from speaking up, 

Especially in these fierce days

Of threats and indifferent cruelty

When actual monsters roam.

Humanity must be defended

And liars defied!

Speech is safety. 

Blessed Holy Wholeness,

I give thanks for words and the freedom to use them

However long that lasts. 

Amen

A Prayer For Endurance

Blessed Wholeness,

It is an ancient evil:

Limited power seeking absolute power,

Destroying truth and compassion 

As it grows. 

It is upon us to resist if we can

And survive somehow

Until it goes. 

And it will go

But oh the suffering until it does. 

Blessed One-ness,

We pray for strength,

Intelligence and endurance 

For the targeted and outspoken and

For those who resist.

And we pray for safety

For the vulnerable and weak

And the preyed upon.

May we all find ways to help

And may we outlast the horrors. 

Amen

Here We Are (a High Holyday Invocation)

Baruch HaShleimut/Blessed Holy Completion 

Giving us this time of Beyn Adam LaChavereh 

To remember our obligations to each other:

 

During Elul we apologize for our sins against people

Then on Yom Kippur we beat our chest for our sins against God.

The former is personal, the latter  more cosmic

But the cosmic affects us deeply 

And the personal ripples into the universe.

Insult your cousin on Thanksgiving or

Dig oil wells in the Alaskan wilderness, these are

Different in scale but similar in intent, and 

Both break connection to the One-ness. 

 

So this year instead of sin

Let’s speak of responsibility to each other

And our connections to all life. 

The hurts and horrors we impose on people

Hurt and horrify God

And anything that breaks the Holy Wholeness 

Alienates us from our history,

The world as it really is and

The world as it might become. 

 

To do teshuvah is to return to our true selves as

We review our neglected obligations of kindness and service.

Blessing all who are in pain and who cause pain,

Invoking compassion for ourselves and others,

We acknowledge our mistakes and apologize, and

Vow to make reparations and never do them again. 

Thus teshuvah turns our doubts 

About our capacity for change

Into possibilities for hope.

  

Blessed Holy Wholeness,

Together this sacred community declares,

Hinenu! We are here!  

Where all hands are needed

And doubt can be an act of faith.

May this world know all our voices

On our holy days

In our holy conversations as we call out,

We shall do and we shall hear.  

 

Amen