And
now I’ve started having morning dreams
Where
I dream I’m waking up
And
my throat hurts
And I
get very upset
Because
I’m sure I have contracted the virus
And I
start calculating
Should
I
call the doctor or
go to the hospital
and what about the cat
and why don’t I have a health proxy
But
then I wake up
(usually
lying in the same position I was in in the dream)
And
my throat doesn’t hurt
And
I’m fine.
I’m awake
But
I’m just as anxious as I was
In
the dream
anyway.