And
now I’ve started having morning dreams 
Where
I dream I’m waking up 
And
my throat hurts 
And I
get very upset 
Because
I’m sure I have contracted the virus 
And I
start calculating 
Should
I
call the doctor or 
go to the hospital 
and what about the cat 
and why don’t I have a health proxy
But
then I wake up 
(usually
lying in the same position I was in in the dream) 
And
my throat doesn’t hurt 
And
I’m fine.
I’m awake
But
I’m just as anxious as I was 
In
the dream 
anyway.
 
