Wednesday, September 25, 2013

Place Yourself: An Unetaneh Tokef




PLACE YOURSELF in front of the fear. 

You will be judged, you will die.

Place yourself in the center of the universe

You earned that spot simply by existing.

Place yourself under obligation to God

However you understand or don’t understand God.

Place yourself on the path of holiness and justice, joy and truth.

Bless and be blessed by HaMakom, the Place where we find ourselves.


REMEMBER  

Remember what you did wrong

Remember what tyou did right.

Remember those who came before you.

Remember that you are responsible for those who come after you.

Remember your history.

Remember Torah.

Bless and be blessed by Shaddai, remembering us.


DECLARE YOURSELF

Because the truly evil are already condemned

The truly good are already blessed

And then, there’s the rest of us.

It is said that on Rosh Hashanah God decides your fate: life or death.

And the ten days until Yom Kippur are your opportunity to change God’s mind.

So don’t blow it.

This is a powerful day, a fantastic opportunity!

Choose to be yourself.

Declare yourself for holiness and Justice,  joy and truth.

Bless and be blessed by Shechina, listening.


NOW WE DECLARE

And as a congregation, we proclaim:

Let the holiness rise up!

On Rosh Hashanah it is written

On Yom Kippur it is sealed.


And let us declare together:

We understand nothing.

All that is physical, ends.

We die.

But not today.

Except sometimes, today.

We fret about the past and worry about the future

And forget to live with where we are now.

And then we die.

We understand nothing.


But  

Teshuvah, Tefilah & Tzedukah 

Restore us to our place.

Teshuvah, when we return to our true selves;

Tefillah, when we stop time in holy conversation;

Tzedukah, when we transcend self;

And that’s when God decrees,

That's when you decide.

Bless and be blessed by Ruach HaOlam, breathing mindfulness.



THE DAY IS HOLY

Listen to the Shofar as it announces:

Awesome and sacred is this sweet day!

The world is filled with the Divine, we are surrounded!

Hear us, know us.

Love us, enjoy us.

Remember us, rouse us.

Forgive us, inspire us, 

Bless and be blessed by Elohim, the Creator, the Created, Creating. 


We place ourselves in front of the fear,

On the path of holiness and Justice, joy and truth.

Amen.




Monday, September 2, 2013

A Prayer for Praying Before Blowing The Shofar




This was written as a kavanah For the Women of the Wall on Rosh Hashana 5774


From Rabbi Arthur Waskow:  'There are three notes on the shofar-  Tekiah, “Awake!”,  Teruah ,”Open your heart!”,  Shevarim, “Sob with all who suffer!



Let us blow the shofar
So that everyone can hear:
Awake!
Open Your Heart!
Sob with all who suffer!
We pray for all who thus pray.

However you may gather
Only with your own kind,
Only with your own gender,
Only in mixed company.
After a bowl of cholent,
After a BLT,
In a minyan,
On your own.

In your holy language whatever it may be
Hebrew, Arabic, English, Yiddish, Latin, Russian, Sanskrit, Mandarin, Farsi, Spanish...
all the languages we yearn in.

At your holy sites
In a church,
In a temple,
In a shul,
In a mosque.
In a forest,
In a foxhole,
On a mountain,
At a wall.

However you may be heard
Singing,
Speaking,
Reciting,
Whispering,
Moaning,
Silently,
Blowing a shofar.

However you may hold yourself
Eyes open,
Eyes closed,
Kneeling,
Sitting,
Standing,
Shukeling,
Spinning.

For whatever reason
With your heart, wishing for the health of a loved one,
With your mouth, reciting liturgy within community,
With your body, dancing in spiritual transcendence,
With your feet, acting for a socially just world.

Because when you pray
Whether in obligation to a commandment
Or in mindful awareness of every moment,
Whether in deepest faith or faithful doubt,
When you pray you are  holy, kadosh.

And we honor you
Even if you do not honor us.
Please remember,
You speak to God
But you do not speak FOR God


So let us blow the shofar now
So that everyone can hear
That on this holy day
We pray for all who pray
Even those who would stop us from our prayer.
We pray with a loud joyful noise
So that we may be heard
Through all the walls
Because this is a holy conversation.


Awake!
Open Your Heart!
Sob with all who suffer!

Amen.






Saturday, August 17, 2013

The Trees



"The trees are killing us,"
The man said.


The Rabbi has escorted us here
To this village in the desert,
Or what's left of it,
So we can see for ourselves.
We are a few European Christians, 
One Harvard Divinity student.
And mostly Jews:
American and Australian and Canadian 
And a couple of Israelis.
We are there to 
To meet the Bedouin, 
Israeli citizens all. 
They have lived in this village for a long time
With houses and fields
But officially unregistered
As far as the Israeli government is concerned.
The paperwork is not properly filled out
Someone can't find a deed from before World War One
When such things didn't exist
for the Bedouin
Or something like that.

I admit my knowledge is fuzzy
And there may be room for interpretation,
Though what is crystal clear is that
Someone wanted that land
And the land of 18 other such places.
The State of Israel wanted it,
Developers wanted it,
Large municipalities wanted it,
And they passed a law so they could  "legally" take it.

The man, son of a Bedouin sheik, speaks.
We are seated in a trailer in this village in the Negev
and he tells us,
"The trees are killing us".

The Rabbi had brought us here in a mini-bus from Jerusalem
To witness the grab
And he asks us to tell others what we see.
Okay.  
So this is what I saw:

One of nineteen villages
Now ramshackle sheds and trailers
But there used to be houses and fields and livestock:
They showed us a movie of happier times.
Then the army came and tore it down with bulldozers:
They showed us this movie as well.

Someone wants the lands
On which sit the nineteen villages.
In one location the powers that be want to build factories,
In another, suburbs for Beersheva,
It's a done deal, there are larger needs,
There is Long Term Planning
And the Bedouin are not part of that Plan. 

So what is the plan for the Bedouin?
Take them off the land
But do it "legally".
This is going to happen
Whether they like it or not,
Whether it's legal or not.
At least this way they will get compensation
Of a sort,
And some support 
Of a sort,
As their way of life is destroyed
And they are forced into ersatz towns,
Reservations really,
And into the cities
And what may be lives of
Crime
Alcoholism
Drugs
Despair,
All the terrible things that happen when you take people out of their context
And force them into yours.
Those of us on the mini-bus are all the children of immigrants,
No one's history entirely clean:
The Europeans think about the Gypsies, or the Jews;
The Americans, the Native Americans;
The Canadians, the First Nations;
The Australians, the Aborigines.
An Israeli professor I meet later will boast, "as land grabs go, this one is pretty civilized."

Now maybe I don't have all the information,
Maybe there are wheels within wheels
And probably not all Bedouin motives are pure,
Not all Bedouin are victims,
But still...

In this village, the Jewish National Fund wants to plant trees.  
Yay, trees are wonderful!
I love trees!
When I was a kid and did well in Hebrew School?
Or graduated from something
What did get?  A tree!
A tree was planted in Israel in my name,
What could be better?
What could be more ecological?
In the empty Negev,
They planted your tree,
A Jewish tree!
Screw the Nazis and plant a tree!
And you got a certificate
And imagined that someday when you went to Israel
You would look up your tree
And it would have your name on it.

God forbid any of these trees have my name on them,
These killer trees
Planted on top of
The not so empty Negev.
Planted in an ecology where they don't belong
Stealing water they shouldn't have
On land that isn't theirs.

In this village the JNF planted only about half the trees that were planned
And then they got stopped.
By lawyers.
Now the people of the village are poor
They say they can't leave to get work
Because if they leave the village unwatched
The Army will come and finish the job.
The village will be dead.

"The trees are killing us."

On the way home
The Rabbi asks us how we feel.
Most of us despair.
One Israeli is defensive and grabs the mic on the bus to harangue us:
“You just can't let people move anywhere they want!”
We let him talk longer than we should,
We can see how much it hurts him that the accusation of state-sanctioned thievery may be true.
The Rabbi has seen all our reactions many times
And he lets us feel or think whatever we will.

After the defensive Israeli puts down the mic
We are quiet for some time
On the mini-bus taking us back to Jerusalem.
Then someone asks the Rabbi,
How is it you are not burnt out?   
How can you keep doing this,
Year after year
With so few victories?
And the Rabbi says,

"I believe in Jews
And I know that eventually they will do what is right,"

Let us hope so, 
Because

The trees are killing us, too.


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